the missing link~

Current Mood: Esctatic

Batman: The Dark Knight.

Way. Too. Awesome.

Must watch it again, today if possible.

Well, yeah. Wordpress 2.6 is in place. woohoo.

In other news of your favourite super hero is attending the Batman: The Dark Knight première. As you might or might not know I have this huge hero complex and of course, I dig action movies that involve a hero a LOT. I’ve yet to see Iron Man and Hulk 2. But I cannot miss Batman, I missed Spider-man 3 and I’m not missing this one due to unforeseen circumstances.

So! I just bought my tickets on-line, I’m going to be @ Cines Unidos El Marques, 10 PM, just in case you want to show up and stab me, I mean, say hi.

That’s all for now, I guess. There’s a shitload of work coming my way, well, actually our way, so I’ve gotta keep myself entertained cuz else, the stress is going to kill me.

Take it easy lads, cheers~

So.

Like.

I’m still alive and well. Working my ass off, and well, I had another moment of satori which gave some sense of direction to my life. You know, I’ve always said that men (specially yours truly) get real lost when their life projects don’t go their way, that’s how I’ve felt a few times. Lost. I wonder if I’m ever gonna be found.

You see, having depression kick in six months after a break up still seems quite odd to me, yet, some people tell me it’s perfectly normal. However I think it’s not. But that doesn’t bother me any more, or at least I like to think that way.

My life, or life in particular goes on, it never stops moving forward. I’m concerned about a few things right now but nothing major besides my grandmother’s health. That really worries me, and I know there’s nothing I can do to prevent what’s gonna happen in the next twenty years or more. That’s how I like to think. If it was within my power I’d give her fifty of my own years so she could still be here long after I’m gone. But that’s not something I can do, right?

Basically that’s how I am right now. Don’t get me wrong, I managed to fence off depression once again. The threat has been thwarted. I still miss what I had from time to time, but hey, I can only hope I’ll get to have something that beautiful again.

I still go out, I still do stuff, and I work my ass off to keep my mind off silly things. I’m a workaholic and there’s nothing I even wanna do about it.

This month has been filled with good news mostly, but a good three hours ago I got some bad news. I can only say that I’m sorry for her loss and that we love her to pieces and forever. And I hope I get to hug her before the wedding.

So that’s it, feel free to tune in in a few weeks, see how I’m doing and all that jazz.

Sometimes I think it’s better when I don’t write for a bit, it’s kinda like I know I’m getting better because I don’t have stuff to vent. Or am I bottling em?

Who knows.

Better Man

By: (who else?) Robert Peter Williams

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I’m doin’ all I can
To be a better man

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Don’t get the wrong idea, I’m just spreading the word. I’m an avid reader of the postsecret community, remember?

And if I ever decide to pull the plug by myself, you won’t be reading it here.